MATRIX...!!!

She knows not what to do about it but she has a vague idea about what she feels about it. It's a confusing matter but at times when she dives in too deep into the mind mesh, for an instant she gets the feeling as if she has caught a hold of the unwinding point of the tangled thread, but she losses it again in the passing of a moment. At times, in the silent hours of the night, she wonders if she will ever be able to untangle the delicate silken threads of thoughts, the thoughts concerning that particular matter. The tangled mesh is coloured by all the emotions she could possibly feel, the colours of feelings make it more confusing yet it has a symmetry- a fine complexly arranged matrix- but she is not wise enough to figure out the order or symmetry of the matrix! It leaves her baffled and shaken sometimes. She feels like a fool unable to handle all these pure raw emotions and thoughts of a highly spiritual nature. But there are moments when she feels as if she is an expert authority on the matter, as if she knows all about its spirituality and delicacy! She likes toying with her mind and twisting the thoughts into unrecognizable tangles and yet she also tries to sort them out, as if she ever could....!

 

'Mirrors'

Mirrors of truth
are the most difficult to find.
Dangerous and deadly,
they are hideous and blind.
The surface is black
instead of the clear silvery kind!
Seeing them is near to impossible
because of the veil that they hide behind.
The veil of lies and fakes,
that plays tricks with the mind.
To lift the veil we need,
inner strength of the subliminal mind!

                                                                  
                                                                     -Aksa

Chamber Of Secrets

My heart is a chamber of secrets!
It hides the hurt,
It holds the pain,
It has the most poisonous basilisk
buried in it's depths,
Fed by the venom of people's words...

It's filled with fiery red love,
like Ginny Weasley's hair.
And it hold's the kindness,
gallantry and bravery of harry potter!
It also has Tom Riddle's menace
for those who are bad,
The phoenix's song resonates in it,
when spoken to with love and kindness.

It's built with friendship of harry and ron!
And holds the promise of Dumbledore's help.
It has the sword of gryffindor,
locked up in it to be used with velour.
And it keep's the sorting hat,
to talk to the mind.

But this chamber of secrets has a flaw,
It pour's out it's  secrets in riddle's diary,
And leaves it lying for people to read,
and find a way to destroy my heart...!

                                                         -Aksa