Volcanic!!!

Some days,

      Explosions occur.

When all the scorching hot suns I’ve swallowed suddenly begin to erupt into fiery volcanoes of primal rage and crystallized sadness, leaving behind the scorched remains of worn out flesh and feelings flooding my hollow gut.

                             Some days, in the book of life, are

                               Just marked worse than others.

Moments that Count!

The most frightening thing of all is that feelings aren't fixed nor explainable!
You can be everything one moment,
and just enough another,
and nothing at all the next.
and you wouldn't even know how to explain those moments!

           Aksa!

Waning Winter!

The chilled winter mornings and fog filled nights are her favorite times of the year. The cold chills the marrow and provides comfort by freezing out all the thoughts and emotions inside her, allowing a reprieve from depressing gloomy moods! The biting cold air challenges her to walk against it to feel alive and refreshed. The fog filled nights reflect her soul helping her hide from the harsh lights of clear starry nights. The hot chocolate shakes in these nights are the best companions and the long sweaters hug her insinuating a feeling of protection. The long hours of darkness save her from the light and help conceal her from vicious beings of the day. She can deal with the demons of the night but not with the snakes that roam around in the day time! The winter helps cover her lessening the absolute fear instilled in her. The chilly mornings wake her up to the fullest potential and the freezing water feels like the force of resurrection pulling her out from eternal slumber! These winter days are the only times that give the feeling of joy and contentment. But now the passing winter is leaving her gloomy and exposed to the harsh light of the approaching summer sun!

Love….!!!

A fatal mental disease,

A curse unbound,

A fairytale of pain,

An ultimate tragedy,

And yet,

The most beautiful emotion,

A heavenly blessing,

The perfect fairytale,

The ultimate glory,

Ah! Love….!!!

                                 -Aksa