MATRIX...!!!

She knows not what to do about it but she has a vague idea about what she feels about it. It's a confusing matter but at times when she dives in too deep into the mind mesh, for an instant she gets the feeling as if she has caught a hold of the unwinding point of the tangled thread, but she losses it again in the passing of a moment. At times, in the silent hours of the night, she wonders if she will ever be able to untangle the delicate silken threads of thoughts, the thoughts concerning that particular matter. The tangled mesh is coloured by all the emotions she could possibly feel, the colours of feelings make it more confusing yet it has a symmetry- a fine complexly arranged matrix- but she is not wise enough to figure out the order or symmetry of the matrix! It leaves her baffled and shaken sometimes. She feels like a fool unable to handle all these pure raw emotions and thoughts of a highly spiritual nature. But there are moments when she feels as if she is an expert authority on the matter, as if she knows all about its spirituality and delicacy! She likes toying with her mind and twisting the thoughts into unrecognizable tangles and yet she also tries to sort them out, as if she ever could....!

 

Games Of Destiny!

Life plays most gaudily with her, at times confusing her in hide and seek, at others throwing her off a roller coaster. She likes the games of destiny. Destiny which meets her as an old friend but sometimes it terrifies her and throws her off into the gloom. Her mind can never guess what games are to be played next but the soul is ever ready for every new challenge because her soul thrives in the adventure and excitement of new challenges. They make her feel alive and thrilled. The liveliness inspires her to think of new ways and strategies to maneuver her way in the games of life, the games of destiny. Thinking gives her a new inspiration: the inspiration to meet life head on!Meeting life head on feels like a nice easy statement in words but in practice it's quite a difficult task to accomplish but nonetheless she strives to do it in the best way possible or the best way that she can think of. And I dare say that her mind is very limited , bound by all the world, always being taught of limits which leave her thoughts chained and caged, not able to fly off at will.  The will, which is a powerful thing that if given freedom can accomplish anything it pleases but this world never allows her free will, for the fear that if left unchecked she might bring some good to the world with her pure heart! This materialistic world of her's is wary of anything insinuating goodness. So she thinks, but only in the limits of her bounded world and her chained thoughts suffer at the hands of destiny!
                                     
                                                                                              -Aksa

'Mirrors'

Mirrors of truth
are the most difficult to find.
Dangerous and deadly,
they are hideous and blind.
The surface is black
instead of the clear silvery kind!
Seeing them is near to impossible
because of the veil that they hide behind.
The veil of lies and fakes,
that plays tricks with the mind.
To lift the veil we need,
inner strength of the subliminal mind!

                                                                  
                                                                     -Aksa