Chamber Of Secrets

My heart is a chamber of secrets!
It hides the hurt,
It holds the pain,
It has the most poisonous basilisk
buried in it's depths,
Fed by the venom of people's words...

It's filled with fiery red love,
like Ginny Weasley's hair.
And it hold's the kindness,
gallantry and bravery of harry potter!
It also has Tom Riddle's menace
for those who are bad,
The phoenix's song resonates in it,
when spoken to with love and kindness.

It's built with friendship of harry and ron!
And holds the promise of Dumbledore's help.
It has the sword of gryffindor,
locked up in it to be used with velour.
And it keep's the sorting hat,
to talk to the mind.

But this chamber of secrets has a flaw,
It pour's out it's  secrets in riddle's diary,
And leaves it lying for people to read,
and find a way to destroy my heart...!

                                                         -Aksa

Screaming Silence!

Drip drop of water from somewhere deep in the house,
tick tock of time from the clock overhead,
honking horns of cars from the road outside,
faint sounds of a pen scratching over a paper and the subtle sounds of deep breathing.
But still the silence was profound, beating on the eardrums- not allowing them to capture any sound other then the loud and harsh cries of silence! Yes, the silence was full of voices, all of them telling their own stories but making no sense in their haste to be heard over the babble of silent voices! I tried hard to understand and decipher the meaning of individual voices but the cacophony of silent cries beat against my ears and rendered then useless, the eardrums stopped straining to hear and the voices of silence died leaving behind the tick tock of time and the drip drop of water!

Betrayal

Smiling hard
and making conversation
but a lone tear fell,

betraying the inner turmoil...!

                                                  -Aksa

Dreaming Phoenix...!

O' breaking dawn of the day,
where is thy youth today?
Your enthralling beauty as it unfolds,
which mind should capitulate this vision so bold?
In slumber so lazy,
do they just dream and whine?
But what ecstasy do they pursue,
What sight do they find?

Last night when I tip toed down
with all the blessings from the skies above,
Their curtains where bogging down,
just as their lashes caressed the ground,
I did come and spread my alluring wings
to take them on a magic ride,
But my dear earth, your men so shy,
their love such cowardly,
their passions so shallow;

They mocked the strength of my wings
and challenged my soaring flight.
O' your men, my dear earth
What lands have they conquered?
What hearts have they melted?
Is it blood or just water,
that produced their child...

I sang that night;
The story of the prince of Spain,
I told them that their was a boy,
I had loved him,
and the twinkle in his eyes;
When he saw the charisma of a lily bloom,
and the rage of the meandering lake,
How it carved and fought for it's path;
He used to jump in awe and say,
O' ye, I believe in you!

They all just laugh and only say;
He was a dreamer, he was a dreamer.
O', I said, that boy
How he loved his old man,
on his grave he used to cry.
Apologies for the sins he had never even tried,
and that child he had kissed
whom your men had left in wretched clothes.

The blinding fervor of his dignity;
when in honor he lay on the border of his land.
This romance of bravery
your men can not decipher.
They still laugh, "He was a fool,
how much did he earn from this enterprise?"
Indeed, my prince, your pursuit I envy!
and I sigh at your men; O' earth...

But still when I put down my pen
I hope and pray
that the kindled fire on your ground
will not just leave ashen men....
I have seen phoenix as they rise above
and I fear if it is a dream,
then I am a dreamer
I am a dreamer....

                                                            -Aksa


P.S. This is the answer to your last question dreamy gal! :)

Yo0ho0oo!....(my version of cheers)

Okay....so here is one of the flattering moments; The Liebster Award. I've been nominated for this award by A Dreamy Gal and for that a very big thanks to her! :)

Now the rules:
*Thank the person awarding you! (is this really a rule o_O)
*Write 11 facts about yourself. (I am officially disliking this rule!)
*Nominate more people for the blog.
*Post 11 questions for them to answer.

Talking about myself is one of the things I hate passionately but as I've got no choice so here goes the bragging about myself:* I am human! (don't laugh...a whole lot of people around me seriously doubt this so I thought I'd better make the fact official)
*I'm the most boring being present on the planet as per stated by my friends! :P
*I have a passion for chocolates!
*I am a book worm...quite literally!
*I am generally a quite person but once I start talking I can babble non-stop....in short I get a verbal diarrhea! :P
*I like helping people even if they are some stupid jerk I'll still help them if asked!
*I value friendship a lot and my friends are the world to me! :)
*I am a potterhead!

*I love stuff toys.....yes the typical girlish childish thing! :P

*I've got a volcanic anger;it comes fast bursts out and then settles down!

*I like talking to myself! :P

Yes I know these are the most stupid facts ever written but this is what I am like!Now the answers to your questions dreamygal:


What makes you write?

The need to clean my head... you see it gets pretty cramped if we keep all the thoughts inside! :P

The best feeling is knowing that you actually mean something for someone - Who is that person in your life? (A tough question I know!)

My mama and papa....but thats the obvious natural thing so the other person is my best friend.

Meaning of your name? (In case you blog under a pen name, why that name?)
Arabic meaning of Aqsa is 'Holy Light' but there's also a masjid in Palestine named 'Al-Aqsa' and the Palestinian meaning for it  'the farthest'.

One thing you want to change in life? (It can be people, situation, feeling or even me! :P)

We people want to change a lot of things all the time but now seriously thinking about it, the only thing i'd like to change is the imaginary magic world of Hogwarts to reality! :P

'Life gives you a million reasons to die, but one is enough to keep you alive' - What is your that 'one' reason? (If you have many, pen down all)

The need in me to do something...to be the person I'd like myself to be before death claims me!

A bloggy/bloggies you would like to thank/appreciate/comments that made difference in your life? (I mean in blogging life. Don't include me, if am I am the one. That's height of bragging I know! :P)I want to thank all those people who commented on my posts and appreciated me to carry on with blogging and most of all I want to thank my friend Momina for inspiring me into blogging.

Namely I wanna thank Ph_, Purple Assassin, Adreamygal, Green speck and enigmatic soul.

One fear you live with?

The fear of having no nose like Lord Voldemort! :P

                         yes I am a big J.K.Rowling (harry potter) fan! :)

A dream which you didn't hope will come true, but did
I don' dream big so can't remember a significant dream!

Do you prefer to be straightforward, or shy away, or keep mum when it comes to saying some things? (You got the question I hope)
Depends on the person I am saying things to!....I am a straight forward person but also very shy in front a strangers and I mostly keep my thoughts to myself......I honor very few people with my precious thoughts! :P (you got the answer I hope)

Can you share your best blog post? (That which is closest to your heart, and not as per 'popularity')
I have yet to post it!....it's still in my diary waiting to be honored! :)

No more questions :D I spare you this little trouble in exchange of a smile :P
Okay!......so here's the smile.... cheeeeeeeese  :)))


Now the awards:
The problem here is that the people I wanna award have already been awarded! Still here are the names;
*Momina
*Ph_
*Raaji
*Purple Assasin
*Enigmatic Soul
*Green Speck
*Daniyal
And this is the questionnaire I've got for them:

*Are you an introverted or an extroverted person?
*One thing in life that means the most to you?
*you are woken from deep sleep at 3 in the morning! what will be the first words out of your mouth?
*Who do you trust and listen to more? Brain or Heart?
*Your passion?
*Your zodiac sign? Do you posses the traits defining your zodiac?
*It is said: 'Don,t ask what the meaning of life is, you define it!', So what's your defination of life?
*One word that defines you?
*There is someone saying bad things about you!...Will you prefer confronting that someone or silently walking away?
*Are you a realistic person or do fairy tales mean more to you?


Those are all the questions I could think of and now I'll be waiting for your answers...